A New Day
Monday, March 15, 2010 Edit This 0 Comments »
Everyday my mind is filled with thoughts regarding weight loss. What I will do to achieve it, why I want to achieve it, how will I achieve it, What foods should I eat, how will i fit in enough exercise.
I am continuously looking at other women, looking at their size, their shape, and deciding if that is how I want to look, or deciding it's not how I want to look.
Thus the reason for deciding to start a blog. A way to express my thoughts, and perhaps a way to help me act upon them.
Despite my desire to lose weight I have not been very successful in doing so. For the past 5 years I have been a yo yo dieter and in respect of this my weight has yo yo'd also. I have done the shake diet, 12 week recipe book diets, soup diets and Weight Watchers 3 times.
Weight Watchers is the only one that make sense and the only one that I enjoy which is why I have gone back to it.
The last time I joined WW was November last year, I weighed in at 103.8kg. Since joining I have yo yo'd with the plan. Sometimes stuck to it, other times I haven't. My weight has gone up and down and I now currently weigh 105.9kg, 2.1kg heavier then when I started. So enough is enough and now I need to get back on track. I can no longer complain about my weight if I, myself am not REALLY doing anything about it.
I got married last year in September and was able to lose 12kg on my own before my big day. Although I was not at a size I hoped for I was still happy that I had lost the weight. Now I have put almost all of it back on and I end up making myself feel depressed everytime I look at my wedding photos, knowing that I have wasted all that effort in losing weight.
I have so many days when I think I just want to get rid of this excess weight!! It consumes so many of my thoughts.
But here I am, ready to start again! I WILL track my points, I WILL plan what I eat and I WILL lose weight. :)
I WILL be plus size no more!
I am continuously looking at other women, looking at their size, their shape, and deciding if that is how I want to look, or deciding it's not how I want to look.
Thus the reason for deciding to start a blog. A way to express my thoughts, and perhaps a way to help me act upon them.
Despite my desire to lose weight I have not been very successful in doing so. For the past 5 years I have been a yo yo dieter and in respect of this my weight has yo yo'd also. I have done the shake diet, 12 week recipe book diets, soup diets and Weight Watchers 3 times.
Weight Watchers is the only one that make sense and the only one that I enjoy which is why I have gone back to it.
The last time I joined WW was November last year, I weighed in at 103.8kg. Since joining I have yo yo'd with the plan. Sometimes stuck to it, other times I haven't. My weight has gone up and down and I now currently weigh 105.9kg, 2.1kg heavier then when I started. So enough is enough and now I need to get back on track. I can no longer complain about my weight if I, myself am not REALLY doing anything about it.
I got married last year in September and was able to lose 12kg on my own before my big day. Although I was not at a size I hoped for I was still happy that I had lost the weight. Now I have put almost all of it back on and I end up making myself feel depressed everytime I look at my wedding photos, knowing that I have wasted all that effort in losing weight.
I have so many days when I think I just want to get rid of this excess weight!! It consumes so many of my thoughts.
But here I am, ready to start again! I WILL track my points, I WILL plan what I eat and I WILL lose weight. :)
I WILL be plus size no more!
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